I have so much to post; I'm so far behind. However I've been going through my own personal hell for the past few months. I can't believe this is happening to me. I never thought I would be a statistic of divorce. The kids and I are moving to the valley next week. Keep us in your prayers especially my children. I know with the Lord's help and the support of my friends and family I will get through this. I'm not ignoring anybody and know that I love all of you. I just can't blog or read other people's blogs right now. Its too hard and it hurts too much.