You know life is basically good right now. I still have my downer days but the tears have basically stopped flowing. I've met really nice people who understand what I'm going through and that helps. I know I'm so new at this and have a millions steps to go through before I'm ready to get married again, but I do want that in the future. No one wants to be alone and if they do they are lying. The problem is that no matter how good I'm feeling about myself I always have in the back of my mind.....I have four kids. Four amazing beautiful children and who really is going to be interested in a woman with four kids? What a sacrific that is to not only get married but take on four kids? Who knows. I'm worth it right? I have so much love to give and whoever it is that falls in love with me will fall in love with my kids too and they will be the lucky one!!!......'Someday my prince will come' ....:)

My dad working on his beloved Harley Davidson. What a stud
Her name is Boo! My mom rescued her from outside her work building the day before halloween...hense the name :)
Batman! danananananadananan Batman!
Stunning, what a fin!
I vwant to suck yur bloooooodddd!
MOOOOOOOOOOO!!
I had a scary vampire, a beautiful mermaid, a stealthy batman, and an adorable cow....maybe I should of been the cow ha ha ha!
Carving pumkins with Uncle Keith and Papa Crocker. And yes we saved the seeds and made homeade pumpkin seeds. (they are good but I don't really get all the hype about them :))
She got some really fun stuff!
My only sister-I love her.
I went up to Utah for my sister Truly's baby shower. It was so fun to see her like always. As of today she is 34 weeks and 2 days-what a blessing. For the entire scoop check out her blog. You can access it from mine. I'm so excited for her and Shane. I can't wait to hold, smell, squeeze, and just look at those two beautiful girls.

Flat Stanley visited Truly this past fall and I had to get a picture with him.

Bath time! She is a butterball! I love her sooooo much. She is my special little friend.
My mom bought a new bed so when it came I wouldn't let my dad throw the box away cause it would make an amazing club house! Come on we all have momories of playing in huge boxes of cardboard and I wanted the same for my kids. My dad aka 'The Legend' went to work and tada! the coolest funnest club house ever! The kids LOVED it.
I was kind of bored one day so I took the kids to Hobby Lobby and we decided to make christmas ornamanets! I bought wooded snowflakesa and the kids painted them and decopaged (sp?) scrapbook paper to them. not too messy at all :)