You know life is basically good right now. I still have my downer days but the tears have basically stopped flowing. I've met really nice people who understand what I'm going through and that helps. I know I'm so new at this and have a millions steps to go through before I'm ready to get married again, but I do want that in the future. No one wants to be alone and if they do they are lying. The problem is that no matter how good I'm feeling about myself I always have in the back of my mind.....I have four kids. Four amazing beautiful children and who really is going to be interested in a woman with four kids? What a sacrific that is to not only get married but take on four kids? Who knows. I'm worth it right? I have so much love to give and whoever it is that falls in love with me will fall in love with my kids too and they will be the lucky one!!!......'Someday my prince will come' ....:)